Christmas Special



I've finally finished my Christmas special video for 2018!

I'm really happy with how this video turned out, it's one of those videos you can watch over and over again <3 I even showed it to my mum, who isn't a fan of Lovesick or Yandere Sim and she said she really likes it, she really shouldn't, but she does! Defiantly a winner!

So a lot of people have already guessed its a remake of Yandere Devs 'It's beginning to look a lot like Murder' cover he uploaded on his channel in 2015. I didn't just take the audio and animate to it though, I even got my lovely Ayano Voice Actor to sing the song! She did a great job!

I'll be uploading the video today for my patreons and it will go live on my channel for everyone else this Saturday 15th December!


The end of Lovesick?


So you've probably seen my latest video, if not I recommend you go watch it if you don't want to read this lengthily novel to understand whats happening. But if you do want to hear more from me explaining my current situation read on as I explain WHY Lovesick and Sakura Media might stop altogether.

To put it simply, I'm not making any money. In May 2018 I quit my Industry job and moved back into my parents house, I decided to try and do YouTube full time as Sakura Media, to try and make a living out of Lovesick and Animations on my channel. The money wasn't a big issue at this point because I figured I slowly start to make more as time went by. And I did! But it went down very quickly too, I need to have a good regular and RELIABLE income for me to continue doing this full time, but my animations take along time to do. They aren't videos I can upload at a weekly basis never mind a daily basis like most You Tubers do. Each Lovesick episode does do insanely well view wise, but they gradually increase over time so the money is very little and spread out over months.

I don't want this to sound like just in it for the money... But I'm 26 years old, I just moved out of my own house where I had a good income, to now move into my parents spare bedroom with a bit of pocket money every week. I have defiantly gone backwards.
But it was a risk I was willing to take to be able to animate my own videos for a living, I worked in the game industry for 3 years and every day at work I would think about what I could do for my own animations. I would get so frustrated at work and daydream about the possibilities, so when my YouTube channel started to get popular I jumped at the chance to make Lovesick a series that would start me on the road to doing this full time! It was exciting but also very scary.

All my work colleges at the time were egging me on and impressed with what I had accomplished in my spare time. But they didn't see how tired and ill I had made myself too. All they saw were the subscriber count going up, that's all anyone saw.
Monday to Friday I worked 8.30 till 6 on a computer and during the weekends I'd work practically all day working on Lovesick. I'd sit down at my computer in the morning and not leave till it was dark outside, so many times I hadn't even moved from my chair to eat and also realising I hadn't been up to use the toilet that entire time either...that was a weird one.
Now straight away that's obviously not healthy, I've gained a lot of weight this past year...which I don't really care about but I usually don't put on weight so it was a sign I've gone too far. Every night I had headaches because of looking at a screen all week and my hands were aching from repetitive strain, which I've always had issues with, but it got really bad.

I'm not trying to make you pity me, at the end of the day I don't regret working like that because it was my chance to work on my own series and that's all I want to do. People work on projects like this all the time, working themselves to the limit because they have so much passion for it. But all my hard work to create a video leaves it to then be uploaded onto YouTube. And YouTube hasn't been at its very best these past few years.
In the last few years YouTube has: (These were taken from another blog)
  • Decreased the percentage of ad-revenue for all creators.
  • Moved to a watch-time based monetisation, meaning shorter videos don't get served any premium ads.
  • Created THE ALGORITHM. Videos don't show up in searches as much as they used to. A lot of subscribers don't see videos in their feeds, again, mostly down to watch-time. The algorithm only cares about quantity, not quality.
  • Responded to the AD-POCALYPSE with crazy strict rules. Absolutely everything must be kid-friendly now. Lovesick content is 50% kid-friendly, for now. If I want to earn any money for future episodes I'll have to remove a lot of content.
  • Copy write is a huge worry for most of my work, if anything is seen as copy write in a video you'll make no money from it, which is upsetting because I want to recreate a lot of YouTube videos with animation.
  • Article 13 plays into copy write and even though I don't really understand it, if it goes into effect this might be the one thing that destroys Sakura Media completely
So for YouTube to be my only income, its not a very reliable one is it? It would be a little bit different if I was able to upload a video a lot more often, but that's literally not possible for animations. 
And its even harder with Lovesick because that's a big production, let me explain the process of making a lovesick video.
  • First I need to write up the script, this can take a few days as I need to research the game and think about all the rivals and how each decision will impact the story later on.
  • Then I send the scripts to my voice actors, I'll also need to find new ones if a new character has appeared. It will take a minimum of 2 weeks for them to send me back the lines, I've had to wait over a month for one voice actor before.
  • Next I have to listen to all the takes from each voice actor and ask for redos if needed and then I edit them into each scene. This can take a few days to get right.
  • I then take the audio and record myself in motion capture acting to each characters lines. This will only take a day to do.
  • Then I need to setup the scenes with the environment models, usually they are easy to find but sometimes I can't find a model to download and it takes awhile to find alternatives or approach a ripper to share theirs with me. This also goes for character models. If I need a new character I'll also have to rig them to use in my software, I don't use MMD like many of you think I do. All the models I find are built for MMD so I have to do a lot of editing and re exporting to  have them ready in my software.
  • Finally I can start animating, I add the mocap to my rigs and clean up the animation. Now this part can take awhile but it can also be very quick depending on the complexity of the scene and how many characters are involved. It also depends on the motion capture quality. I've gotten scenes done in one day but some scenes will take a week to animate because of all the extra characters and things just going wrong. Once the motions are animated for each character I have to animate their facial motions too. This usually takes a day per scene. 
  • Once all the animations are done I render out each scene, this can take a few hours. I then render out extra scenes that I use for transitions, Things I add in between each scene to break them up.
  • Into final production in after effects I setup all the renders and add any effects or transitions. Credits and intros are added and I render out the full animation. There's usually a few errors with syncing or a render has gone wrong so I'll have to redo this a few times
  • But once I have my final video I send it over to DigitalZombieStudios who add the sfx and music. This usually takes a few weeks. I have hardly ever asked for a redo, because hes just that good! 
  • Then I simply upload to YouTube! Easy right? 
So over a months worth of work, which I did estimate at the beginning and figured that would be possible when doing this full time, but things would get in the way, and its never as simple as you'd imagine. And in those moments where I was waiting for voice actors or other things I take that opportunity to work on other animations. Like the Miraculous Reveal or Rwby Animations. 
I'm not going to lie, I get bored with Lovesick, I'm not a HUGE fan of Yandere Simulator, I think the game is fun and the character development and backstory is interesting but the fandom behind it is insane and the drama...seriously?! Not for me.

So yea, I did get side tracked and worked on other things, which I stated in my video was a bad thing to do and was all my fault. If I had focused on Lovesick only I'd probably have 3 episodes done for the second season by now. But I figured the more episodes I could get out quickly other than Lovesick would help increase my income, but I was very wrong. But this whole thing has been a complete learning curve for me. I'm only just learning the 'ways of YouTube' And that thing changes every minute.

So now that I've explained my situation I need to think about my options for the future. I can't continue living at my parents house for much longer, so I need to get back onto a steady income and the only options I can see for my self are
  1. Stop YouTube, get a job in the games industry once more. 
  2. Continue YouTube for a few more months working solely on Lovesick and hope that my Patreon support can become more stable for me to rely on.
BUT Mid December I am starting a contract job with a games company for around 3 months worth of work, so this is a good opportunity for me to make some money to last a few months doing YouTube for a bit longer and it lets me try out industry work and YouTube work at the same time, to see if I can do both without making myself ill and overworked.

So With all of this in mind, I am thinking that by May 2019 I will have made my final decision. To continue YouTube or to Join the Games Industry once more.

For now I hope you don't unsubscribe to me in a fit of rage learning that Lovesick might not be finished. Please think about the fact that I am doing so much work completely alone and with very little reward. There are so many You Tubers out there who honestly do very little when it comes to content, they can record, edit and upload a video in a day. And they have hundreds of patreon support too! And animation channels on YouTube make very short and simple videos.
I haven't seen any other animation channel on YouTube who has made a series completely alone, with each video over 5 minutes (Series wise) and have good quality animations throughout.
Maybe I haven't seen one because it literally cant be done, not by relying on YouTube alone. 

I really want to continue doing YouTube, I've gained such a massive following in just over a year and I really enjoy doing my own animations over games industry work. But I really need to sort out whats best for me at this point and I hope you understand. I know a lot of people will have things to say about this, good and bad. But I'm one of those people who think, 'Its my life, I'm going to do whats best for me at the end of the day.' And I'm not going to change that way of thinking.

For now I hope you enjoy the Christmas Video I'll upload soon and I'll keep you informed about Lovesick Season two when I make my decision. Maybe something will change.

Thanks for reading this all the way through, I feel like I just made my own Yandere Blog, but less professional XD

-Sakura Media


Missed a few...

Hi! Sorry I left this blog for a few weeks. I was doing so well keeping up to date too!
So Since my last post I uploaded the Halloween episode and also the miraculous video! Its been doing pretty well considering most of my 'none lovesick' videos don't usually get many views :3

I also uploaded a rather random video of pikachu...just go watch it...

Lovesick wise I've almost finished...but I'm not sure whats going to happen in the next few weeks till Christmas. I'm going to explain why in a video soon. I'll be suing this blog to write up a more detailed explanation too, that's why I'm updating things now.




I'm also working on a Christmas special which should be out mid December and it looks amazing so far! Its a recreation of a video.


Planning Halloween

Today I finished my video for the Halloween Special

Unfortunately its not a 3D animation like last years Video 
BUT 
I still love it! 

I worked with Innocently Creating on another 2D Animation and the video will be a time lapse of that animation. The end result is perfection! If your a patreon you can see the final animation on my Patreon Page right now, otherwise you'll have to wait till the 30th October!



I'm also going to be doing a Halloween special on my Just Abby Channel
I'll be playing Five Nights at Freddy's...

That I do not love.

Busy busy!

Well you haven't heard from me in awhile! But I've gotten lots done!

I spent a good few days going over my YouTube videos, adding cards and trying to improve descriptions etc. One big thing I did change was the Lovesick Episodes thumbnails!

              
  

                   
I'm in love with these! Hopefully they are more click baity ;)

The Lovesick contest also finished! I had over 30 submissions to look over and it really made me happy to think people made these, not just for the contest, but showing their favourite moments, it made the series look so cool, even I got goosebumps! It was a very hard choice coming up with a winner! But I am very happy with this trailer and will be uploading it and a few runner up submissions on my channel in the next few hours.

I also bought a little glass box in real life to use with my patreons, more on that soon!

Unfortunately I haven't had much time to finish off the Miraculous Animation, I am rally going to try and get that done for next week. After that I can setup the audio for the 1st episode of Lovesick Season two!

Lovesick Season two In Progress!

I sent out the first script for season two of lovesick today!
I've been stuck for ideas on her elimination for awhile, but I think I've landed on a winner.

One thing I have noticed with this script is, its short. Which is a worry. 
There's pros and cons to short episodes

Pros
-Faster to make and upload
-Not waiting on as many voice actors to deliver lines

Cons
-Not very long which people have complained about
-Longer videos earn more revenue

Its hard because most people don't watch a video on YouTube that's longer than 10 mins unless its good ALL the way through. If you have even one short silence in a video people are more likely to click off, especially if there's an Ad Break.
But so many people comment that they want the episodes to be longer.

Id much rather keep them short personally, each rival will have 5 episodes so that's 10 x 5 = 50 
50 episodes + an extra rival (Maybe) and some extra specials....
O_O

That's a lot. 

Imagine how long that would take me, heck Osana might be out on Yansim before I finish this series!
lol

I have lots of other things I want to do after Lovesick, but i have decided to get this done first, so I want to power though and get this series done. 


Sakura Media Video

This week I'm mostly working on freelance jobs, good way to earn money but it can eat up a lot of time fortunately.
I've also worked on a new Sakura video, this video will be about my new patreon I have set up. 
I'll explain the changes in another blog post once this video comes out. I had my lovely Voice Actor Innocently Creating read me a script and I mocap the movement for it. I'll spend another day cleaning up the animation and hopefully have it uploaded by this weekend.



I've also made progress with my Miraculous video, but because of this extra freelance work I doubt I'll get it finished this week. 

Lady Bug and Cat Noir!

That's right! I'm working on a very special Miraculous video next!

I've manged to find some good MMD models to work with, but I'm still trying to find some better. There's some areas on the models that are really noticeably wrong.
I'm going to do some mocap tomorrow and hopefully by next week it should be done! 


I'n not a HUGE fan of Miraculous, I've watched the first season and I really loved the animation and the relationship between Adrian and Marionette. So I'm really excited to work on this! 

RWBY Fan Video

I heard for the first time a song called 'Ready as I'll ever be' on YouTube from an animatic and it was stuck in my head all day. I later found out the song was from a Disney Series for Tangled which is a 2D Animation which I haven't watched but I'm very tempted to after hearing this song! 

When a song gets in my head, I usually come up with a video idea to go with it. And I decided a RWBY spin off for it would actually work really well! It fitted in with volume 4&5 of the show and with volume 6 coming out soon I figured it was perfect!

You can watch the video here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FyUuvtcin-E



It's defiantly not my 'best' animation, I did this in literally 5 hours. I never like spending a lot of time on animation videos where I get copyright claims because of the music. But it was still a fun little project and listening to the song over and over again while I animated SHOULD have got it out of my head, but no. I'm still singing it in my head now...so god damn good!

I'm thinking of doing a animation stream on YouTube this week some time, would any of you be interested in watching me animate? 

I'll also be uploading a new lets play that should be a lot more fun to watch on Just Abby channel, so look out for that :)

Reorganising

Its been a few days since my last post. So what have I been doing?
Mostly I've been trying to reorganise myself. I do this every other week...Its hard work being a freelancer. 
Mostly I've been working on Just Abby Channel. I'm trying to upload every Monday, Wednesday and Friday from now on with a new Lets Play, I'm on my 5th Episode of Two Point Hospital! 



Now this might not interest many of you, but I've managed to get a much quicker turn around for these videos and quick uploads are worth it when it comes to YouTube. And I personally think I'm improving on editing the videos. Its fun.

Animation wise, I've been doing a very special Cut scene for a certain someone...My lips are sealed!
SEALED I TELL YOU!

I've also started a little side collab with another Youtuber, It will take awhile to get the models ready, so I'll share images with you then.

So Nothing to show, but lots happening! 

100K Subscribers

We reached 100,000 subscribers on our YouTube Channel!
WOW!

I made a little quick video for the occasion, Sakura literally blows up from the numbers 


Past few days I've been taking it easy, trying to reorganise myself and setup a plan for things I need to do per day. One thing I've been doing is more lets plays for Two Point Hospital, its a really fun game and my editing for the videos has gotten better, we also reached 500 subscribers on Just Abby channel so I must be doing something right!


This weekend I'm writing up some scripts and doing some more recordings, maybe with an old friend of mine too which should make for some funny content! 

Hope you all have a lovely weekend!